It’s funny having a baby and then trying to do things. I’ve noticed over the last year that I’ve gotten an I Can’t do that sort of attitude. We can’t do that because Aaron will cry and we’ll get cranky and so on. I’m really trying to work on that. My anxiety out in public is much worse too. Now I have two people to protect not just myself. The library definitely changed how I look at places and I wish it hadn’t. Sammy really wanted to go to a Christmas village downtown but I was too overwhelmed by all the logistics. So we compromised and went to one near us. It was so much fun! It was cold out but not too too bad. Aaron loves looking at the Christmas lights at our apartments, and he really loved these ones. It was so much more fun trying to look at these things through his eyes. He was also fascinated by the mini Santa and Mrs. Clause at grandma’s house. I’m so glad we went and can’t wait to go next year when he’s walking:)
It snowed a ton the week of Thanksgiving. So bad that Sammy was able to work from home on Tuesday. The problem was on Monday, I watched a friend's kid all day so I wasn't able to get out of the house that day and was tuck inside. On Wednesday I was going stir crazy and needed to get out, but my car was stuck. We’d gotten about two feet of snow and I’d scraped it off so that was surrounding it, and then a plow pushed more behind it. My dad and brother cane and dug me out, and we rode with them to hang out. Aaron was very stoic in the car, and then started to fall asleep to the soothing sounds of Metallica. He refused to nap in the pack and play at my mom’s and after hours of fighting me, fell asleep rocking in my arms while watching NCIS. I miss when he slept all the time on me so it was a sweet moment.