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I'mma just keep crying

This is me today. And yesterday. Yesterday, I didn't sleep at all. I got up early and headed right to the bookstore before school to pick up Allegiant. And then, being my normal self, I read the last page in the checkout line. And then preceded to cry. And cry. And cry. I called Sammy crying, but he was busy getting his flu shot. So, I just cried some more.

Then I read the book from start to finish, and just kept on crying. It was not any better knowing the context that came with.

The only thing that makes me feel better is the ENTIRE internet is mad at the author as well. We're all upset. This didn't have to happen this way, it has a feeling of fakeness and like she just wanted controversy.

I'm holding out hope that if enough of us get upset, that the movie company will change the ending. Because this is not ok.

So if I seem sad today, you know why. I think I'mma go cry some more.

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  1. AnonymousOctober 23, 2013 at 8:25 AM

    That series has been on my list of books to read!

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  2. SamaraMay 19, 2014 at 4:40 PM

    Ok. I just finished this book. I'm so upset, but I think I like it. Could it have ended differently? Yeah. But I think it makes sense this way, and I'm actually really impressed that Veronica Roth made me cry so much over this book. I think her writing is not the best, but the story was so fantastic, I got waaay attached to the characters.

    I think I really like it. I'm still deciding.

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