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Time for change

It's been brought to my attention that lately I've been little miss negativity. This is something I am not very happy about. Not happy about at all. Yet it's true. And it's time for that to change. It's going to take some time, that's for sure. I'm going to have to work on it day by day, little by little. Life is short. I need to take control of how I feel and see things. Need to stop looking back at the past, at all the little bad things. It's seemed like lately the bad things are all I remember. But then I realized that it's easier to remember the bad things because they are far outnumbered by good. So when a bad thing or annoyance happens, it's easier to remember. That's going to change. I'm honestly a little embarrassed that I've gotten to the point I have, but I'm working on it.

I'm so glad that I have this blog. It was fun to look back at all the things that have happened in a year. Oh! I forgot to celebrate my blog's birthday! It turned one back in August. Just by the way. I probably forgot my blog's birthday because I'm so excited for mine. I can't wait to be 19! I love being odd numbers much more than even. I shudder at the thought of twenty. Not only is it even, but it has 6 factors! Shudders. 19 only has two. Rock on prime numbers! :)

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