As I said yesterday I've been feeling a lot of stress fear and anxiety. This morning I was down on my knees, begging for some reassurance of some kind. And I felt nothing. Absolutely nothing. I've experienced this before and know that I will eventually get an answer, it's just not on my timeframe and I need to be patient. But today, I didn't want to wait, I felt I needed an answer now. Pronto. As I got up i felt discouraged. Not two minutes later my phone buzzed in my pocket. It was a text from my grandma, saying the exact words I needed to hear in that very moment. As I read through them, I felt peace and gratitude. I've always heard those stories about Heavenly Father answering our prayers through others, and that's exactly what he did here. I'm so grateful for a Heavenly Father who listens, and answers my prayers in ways just perfect for me. I'm also really grateful that blogger was being dumb because otherwise I wouldn't have seen my grandmas words when I needed them. He listens!
I feel like a lot of times when going through blogger, I'm always pushing the boundaries a bit. A lot of blogs seem to always be happy and awesome and they just won this free product from someone and it's great! And then, I'm over here in my little corner of the blogosphere wondering, hey, should I actually write about this? Is this something that you just pretend like it never happens? Am I the only one this happens to? My favorite moments are when I find someone cutting down those walls and sharing what life is actually like. That they have zits. That they don't have the perfect relationship and baby. That they've struggled with mental health. That they're secretly gross like me. (I took a quiz on buzz feed about how secretly gross are you, and I got pretty gross. In the guise of not being fake, I am sharing this fact with you all!) When I find those blog posts, I instantly feel a connection with that person and will automatically follow them on their life j...
Isn't it amazing how the man upstairs works? I love the peace and comfort I get from knowing that.
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